Jayden's birthday party January 15

My baby is 2, my baby is 2, Happy Birthday baby Jayden.  Mommy loves you.

Jayden was born on January 16, 2010.  He is the last of the 4 and he is a total angel.  He has been the perfect baby is all aspects.  Two days prior to his birthday, I was totally stressing out and trying to get the house clean, or at least decent for company.  We live in a tiny house and keeping it clean is about impossible with no one picking up after themselves.  You would think that the husband and two oldest could do that but they don't.  I read somewhere "cleaning house with kids at home is like shoveling snow while its still snowing".  Which is so true.  Well as luck would have it, I got it done in time and as I was leaving to pick up the cake, our guests were arriving.  Haha  My niece and her boyfriend came over as well as my oldest daughter's best friend and some neighbors.  We barbequed hamburgers and brats.  Jayden had fun and of course Brandon was jealous of the attention and gifts Jayden was recieving.  All in all, despite all the frustrations of getting a party ready, it was a good day filled with full bellies, good friends and family and great kids.

new years resolution

My son on the day of his birth. 1-16-2010

This is two weeks late but my resolution is to dance more at home ie: practicing and to write more.  I used to write all the time in the old fashioned diaries and found it to be very theraputic, so let's see if the new way is just as theraputic.  Tomorrow or actually later today, I will share how my son's birthday went and a story and blog that made my heart and soul break.  I would share it tonite but as it is, I haven't been able to stop crying for hours now.  It made every single mommy dna in my body and soul scream out in pain. Heart wrenching pain, for mommy, baby, and the entire family.